Blog:
This week I didn't do much out of the ordinary. After returning from the vacation for Tia and Benjamin's wedding I've simply done my everyday tasks. Go on tours, patrol a little, you know. The boring things that I always have to do. The vacation was really nice. I haven't gotten to relax like that in so long. But as with all weddings it left me feeling a bit alone. Watching the waves reminded me of when I was still able to go to the beach. My human life. Combining that with the loneliness led me to think about my late husband. I don't still love him. But I do still miss him. I miss being able to fall asleep in someone else's arm. I miss sharing a bed with someone I wasn't going to have to kill in the morning. I miss a lot of things. While I was on the beach Charlotte gave me a necklace with two hearts on it. I haven't been able to stop fiddling with it. I don't know what the sudden attachment to it is but I can't really take it off. I'm nervous about the future. Lately it seems like I'm the only alone one in this castle. I know it isn't true but still. It makes me feel pressured to find someone. But I don't think I want to. Single has worked for so long. Why make the change?
Outfit of the week:
Don't you just love this outfit? It's so well balanced. Sexy but sophisticated. Perfect for my job. And the clutch and ring are such beautiful touches. They balanced each other out. The feminine pop of color contrasted the dark and sinister clutch.
Shoes of the week:
These Prada Spring 2008 heels are my heels for the week because I simply adore how intricate the actual heel is. I wore them with a black and coral sundress and they worked wonderfully. They're simple yet dramatic and definitely one of my favorite pairs.
Picture of the week:
I really like this picture. It's not sexual or risque. But it shows a different side of me. A more reserved side that not many see. Not to mention I have my hair up and I very rarely do that. I like the playfulness of this picture. It's all around pretty cute.
Song of the week:
This song has been stuck in my head for the longest time! No pun intended. It's a catchy song and dare I say a classic. If you aren't humming/singing this song in an hour then you didn't listen to it.
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